What a day...

Right now I'm watching Kat Williams and it's 230am! I am LMAO! I'm feeling happy. Today was a day I was afraid would come...but I prayed it would come fast because my baby brother is finally settled in his new apartment. Im so excited for him. I was always so afraid for him. Yeah maybe, cause he grew up with a mom, a grandma and 3 sisters, I was fearfull that one day he would have to be on his own. Now he is. He is a student at the Art Institute of Seattle and is 19. I love him if you couldn't already tell! He was depending on me to make sure the move to Seattle was successful. My mom ran all over the place with him getting him ready. Making sure he had what he needed. I know she must really be feeling the same as I am. You gotta understand, I prayed to God for a brother and after having two of the most incredible sisters, I finally got my brother. I'll right later about my beautiful sisters.

So anyhow, we rented the U-HAUL and I was afraid to drive it in Seattle. I almost wanted to hyperventilate. I got up in the morning and I probably should have hurried to get the move going but I was just anxious. We got the u-haul and loaded and moved out. Jairemie had to follow behind cause it was gonna be a oneway u-haul trip. Andrew and I talked the whole trip. It was so nice. We laughed like we always do. Oh and he is a Michael Jackson fan like I am!! We got to his really nice apartment and I finally met a couple, no really they are bf and gf, of his friends. They are the sweetest and I am happy he has great friends. Madison and Jessica, they are my brothers friends and they are great!!

We were trying to hurry cause Jaire was due to perform at the Sumner Festival, 1hr 15min from where we were. I just know realized when we tried to see why we were so late, that I didnt even include the walk thru and getting keys. We did it though. I did it too. I'm proud of myself for stepping out of my comfort zone, even if I really didn't have a choice. When you are without the one person who did all those thing for you, you are forced to figure it out. I do miss it but I can do without. Jairemie and I dropped the u-haul and then headed towards Tacoma. By this time we were running way behind. We got to the Festival 2hrs late. They love him so much that they still let him go on. I just love watching him perform and being his Manager. He ended up playing twice at different areas of the Festival for a total of 6 songs. He's cool. We stopped off at my mamas cause ofcourse I had to tell her all about it and show her pics. I can't wait to be closer to her. I know my experiance there will be a true growing process for me. She takes care of us so well. She really loves us. Personally I think its a great financial move too. In this economy I want to make sure and insure I have a sweet savings account..I'm getting closer to retirement then most people would think. I'll sacrifice now to reap the benefits later. But I already see how nice it will be. Plus when Nina and Rio come I'll be able to be around them all the time for about 6 months until they go back to Germany.

We finally made it home but guess what my nite was not over. Tiarra makes plans to stay at Alexyas. So I had to take her there. Mind you it's like 11pm when we left. I then stayed and hung out with the mama..my new friend. I havent had a serious female relationship since Gina. So you know you take things easy when it comes to who you decide to be close too. I left at 130am!! Tiarra loved the girl time. She is a pre-teen so this time in her life is very very important. OK I jus got nervous!! Now I find myself here at 320am. My day started at 800am.

What a day...