Monday, August 10, 2009

Sitting back and listening...


I believe I am the happiest I have ever been in my life. Even though I always believed that without a soul mate next to me I was incomplete, I know that was a dependant emotion and not a reality. Now that I have been able to cut loose ends and see those that have hurt me out of my life, I am better. I feel so good. Everyday gets better. I have always been an intelligent human being and a very loving one as well. I have allowed people to come into my life that were probaly ment to pass me by but they saw my love as weakness..my heart has never been one to look away from those that are already hurting. I am proud to say that I have been able to walk away from a couple situations that were disfunctional and emotionally draining without going into an incredible depression. I realize I can not be happy with myself by taking on anothers emotional baggage..I refuse to allow myself to be used and mistreated.

I love the peace I get from listening to my music. It takes me to places that you really only see in your thoughts. I swear there is a song for every situation, every person, every thought, every heartache, every love..everything.

1 comment:

  1. so glad to hear you are happy...thats all I want for you..happiness. Love you cousin!!!

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