Ive had to step away from my blog for a lil bit due to the fact that I have been moving. We are finally out of our old place but to be honest I am pritty happy. It was a nice place with its spacious rooms and ofcourse my amazing closet but all in all it is better for some other family. We still have tons to do with all the unpacking and organizing. I am hoping to do as much as possible before my trip to San Jose. It should be a great trip. Ive been so very busy that Ive been neglecting my friends and my gramz. Sometimes it gets so hard to balance it all but I will make a valiant effort. I posted a comment for the family to see regarding my sweet grama. I hope no one takes offense by thinking I am telling them what to do but I do have some insight. My grama is getting older and has seemed to have fallin into a lil bit of a depression from being alone at her place. I mean I realize we are all busy but taking time to touch base with her will help her to keep going. She has had alot of Dr. visits and this last one really concerns me. She has to keep getting blood transfusions and is tired alot of the time. She will be 85 this November so she is not getting any younger. The Dr has told her that the report on her heart indicated that she has had heart damage..a silent heart attack. This scares me because she is alone at her place and if she would have had a more severe attack we would not have known about it to help her. I will try my very best to spend more time with her because every second with her will be a memory I will have with me the rest of my life time. She is feeling very sensitive and feels neglected by some of the family and this saddens me. I should spend more time with her but I too get caught up with my own stuff I am afraid I have not been a good granddaughter. I would love for everyone to make an effort but you cant force people to do anything so thats why I put it out there. I love my grama so much. I love everything about her and I have been blessed to be close as I am with her.
Ive been busy with Jairemie tryin to jump start his career. He has released his first single "Cry Diamonds" and will be releasing his first album with Hourglass records some time this month. Hes musoc is great and the most amazing part about it is that he created every single bit of it on his own! I am so very proud of his genius like creation. He will be successful.
On this journey I have met some great people. I have also meet some not so great people. This industry is full of many different types of personalities. Lucky for me I have many so we all get along...lol
I will be heading to CA Friday and I am very excited. My Papi's 50th b-day party will be sooo much fun! It is planned as a surprise so he has no idea Tedi, Jairemie, Boogie, Julia and I will be coming. We plan on visiting Aunite Tedi and JT. We are so lucky that Ted, Jair and I all drive!!
Aww I miss Grams so much! I talked to her last week and she did sound really lonely. We were talking about all the things we're gonna do when I get back. When I think about going back to WA the first thing I think about is her!
ReplyDeleteOne of the things I miss the most is going to see Gram and spending the day with her! I miss that lady so much! I called her on Tuesday and we talked for 45 minutes. I try to call her once a week and talk her ear off. ;) She did tell me about the dr visits and I am very worried about her. I can't imagine my life without that beautiful women in it.
ReplyDeleteGive her a big hug for me and a kiss on the cheek. Tell her I love her to pieces!!